Prior to bedtime I was promised lots of boob touching however when it was time to get in bed with Mrs X she wouldn’t allow me to touch her breasts. I was given permission to worship her bottom so I did, however I soon became restless and wandered to her feet she didn’t approve and made me stay with my face between her buttocks until the end of the programme she was watching on Netflix. Once the programme ended I was permitted to suck her breasts and I did keenly I became very frustrated and then she started asking me questions to frustrate me. Like “Would you like to be let out?”, “don’t you wish you could stick that into my pussy?” “imagine how that would feel in my mouth”. This was maddening. I was then dismissed so I rolled over and nursed my swollen cock in my cage.
Once I was summoned to bed I was ordered to cup Mrs X’s vagina. I immediately did as I was told with the nearest hand to her pussy. I started playing with me nipple as I held my hand there, I do this quite a lot now. Since I can’t touch my penis when I am aroused I feel my nipple, when I am alone sometimes I use nipple clamps and then touch the end of my nipple as it makes them so much more sensitive. I also enjoy it because it feels like a deviant activity and there is a thrill in succumbing to my baser nature. After a moment of touching my nipple Mrs started chastising my ‘selfishness’ for touching myself pointing out that if I used my other hand to cup her pussy I could suck her breast. I immediately followed her suggestion and started sucking her breast as I cupped her vagina. I did as instructed keeping my hand over her vagina(without fingering or rubbing or moving in any way) trying to suck her breast in a was that would be as pleasant to her as possible. After a minute or so I was ordered to lie on my back. Mrs X then started to lightly stroke my balls while she asked me to tell her how much I’d like to cum. I started to tell her but I think that I was being to whiny as she decided to put the palm of her hand over my mouth. She said to me that she knows how much I want to cum but she also know how proud I will be when I have a significant number of days in chastity like fifty or a hundred. As write this it seems obvious to me how sexy this is but I’m not sure everyone would understand. She is in my head, pulling my strings and toying with me. She is being relentlessly cruel and every time she does something slightly harsher I become a little bit more smitten with her.
Due to a minor misunderstanding on social networking, Mrs X returns to twitter and announces to the world that I am to be punished for ‘being an attention seeking whore’. I have been enjoying attention on twitter and I have been doing my best to grow my followers so that my dirty little secrets are exposed to more people anonymously. So yeah I was kind of guilty as charged.
I was told to come upstairs and I was made to lie down on the floor and my wrists were secured to my ankles. She then took some needles and used them to spell the word ‘TIT’ with the needles on my scrotum. I was left like this restrained on the floor with the needles on my scrotum for what I was later told was 45 minutes while she watched Netflix. I was uncomfortable so I occasionally had to move to allow circulation in my wrists so I shifted my thighs very carefully to prevent me from disturbing the needles in my scrotum. She would occasionally stoke her foot against my thigh but that was the only contact I was permitted. After her programme was finished she removed the needles and released me my scrotum was has trails of blood trailing across them. I was then dismissed.
It had been agreed in advance that on Saturday night I would become Mrs X’s sissy slut. I took the time to get fully dressed. I wore six inch heels, fishnet stockings, a suspender belt, satin bra and panties, a corset and a maids dress and apron finishing the outfit with a pair of elbow length gloves. I also wore a latex mask to conceal my facial hair and a red wig. After I did my make up I think the results were good. I didn’t think I would look like a passable woman but I din’t want to look like a man in a dress. I think I wanted to look like a third thing somewhere in the middle. I think I looked good and so did Mrs X which is all I really needed for this scenario.
I spent a few hours in my attire sitting with Mrs X where I enjoyed flicking my hair and feeling the texture of fishnet as I rubbed my legs together as I shifted in my seat attempting to find purchase on my platform heels. eventually I was summoned upstairs to be pegged. She told me to lie on the bed like a slut which I dutifully did, trying to emulate pin-up poses engrained into my memory from many teenage years masturbating to glamour models in magazines. She then loomed the strap-on above me and told me that I wanted it and she expanded on that be telling me to suck it. I shuffled up to it and timidly started to suck it. She started pushing it into my throat making me gag on it. After this ‘foreplay’ she told me to turn around and present my ‘pussy’ for her. I knelt on all fours and shuffled back towards her ‘cock’. She then unlocked my cock and started to fuck me. I was fucked vigorously, it hurt when she pushed the last inch in but I tried to work through it like a good girl. While this happened she told my to grab my clit but not to move, no rubbing and no stroking. There were moments where the line between fantasy and reality blurred. For brief glimpses in time in my mind i was a slutty girl being forcefully raped and I loved how that felt.
Things initially went downhill after I was told to turnover. whilst naked Mrs X has succeeded in fucking me ‘missionary’ if I pulled my legs back but we found it nearly impossible whilst i was restricted by the corset we wasted time trying to make it work and things cooled down. Mrs X became frustrated and then just started playing with my ‘clit’ after only a few strokes i started warning her that I was about to cum. I don’t recall exactly she said but it was a warning about what was about to happen. She continued stroking my cock until I was about to ejaculate and then stopped. This is what is known as a ruined orgasm. She said “you better not enjoy this” as what seem a abnormally large amount of ejaculate spurted out of my cock probably into my delicate outfit. It had felt wonderful to be touched and I had been enjoying it but the second she stopped touching the pleasure stopped and since she stopped just before I came I ejaculated without orgasm. It wasn’t painful and the sensation of ejaculating was slightly pleasant but there wasn’t any satisfaction or pleasure that normally comes with orgasm. The amount of fluid I was passing seem more common to urination. The only way I would understand how much semen I had produced was by the fact that she then collected it in her hand and dripped it into my mouth. I was placed back into chastity and began to tidy up.
The psychological effect of my ruined orgasm was profound, once back in my cage I felt the absence of my previous frustration like I had been emptied but without any pleasure. Mrs X having this ability has imbued her with a new sense of power and authority in my mind and I felt so much under her control. I did not immediately like it. I was awed but I felt weak and the post coital shame associated with cross dressing, anal play and being made to swallow my own cum had left me cold. I went to sleep very comfortable in my chastity cage having being robbed of my desire.
The post coital shame had worn off my the morning and I was smitten with Mrs X’s new found power. I had a lazy morning cuddling her somehow feeling smaller that her as I told her how impressed I was her her being able to take my orgasms from me. She told me that was good because that’s all I could expect for the next few months. I was smitten. In the past we have played BDSM games for an hour or so here or there and I have been in chastity for a day or a weekend here or there but usually we’d play she’d do bad things to me and I would cum, the end. What is happening now is different, she is being cruel in ways I had only fantasied about and I am assured that this will continue for what seems like a ridiculous amount of time. I am weak powerless and so happy.
That afternoon I took to bed with Mrs X. She was watching Netflix (again) this time a terrible film called ‘scorned’ about a psycho bitch who is cheated on and then takes her boyfriend and his lover captive and tortures them. This plot is something I have seen in femdom BSDM porn so naturally I quickly became excited and all the normal teasing began again. I worship her body again and would pleasure her to climax with my mouth before she took her wand vibrator out and gave herself another orgasm as I sucked her tits. My cock dripped so much in its cage. Any drips that touched her I was ordered to lick up. After she came I was smothered in her breasts while I calmed down. Hopefully there will be more to tell this afternoon